Thursday, Jun. 05, 2003
I'm only happy when it rains... or not.
It's cold and wet and i'm not liking this at all. Especially when I've got a gym class in an hour. *brrrr*. I'm going to get rained on walking to and from the car park, i just know it.I was supposed to go out for a coffee with Wes and his girlfriend tonight, but his girlfriend has too much uni work and now i have a problem. I feel... uncomfortable. Wes declared an undying crush towards me a few weeks ago and i've tried not to make too much of it and keep the friendship going but, quite frankly, now i feel slightly freaked... and I really feel uncomfortable going for a coffee with him alone tonight. Ack! it's such a horrible thing to say, and i'm not fearing for my safety or anything but... i don't know... something's off. And i can't cancel because that would look incredibly suss and Wes is uber-sensitive about that sort of thing anyway... soooo... i figure i'll pop around, smack my forehead and declare myself an idiot for forgetting to bring a change of clothes, refuse to go anywhere with my gym gear on and just stick around for an hour. I don't really want to sit around the flat for ages either, because Sam will be there and we've recently progressed to a new phase in our 'relationship' - avoidance...
or i can do what i did last night when i had to cancel on FYC guy (and I really didn't want to that time!)... blame the hideous weather and a blackout and stay home.
I can use my fitball and listen to the relaxation tape my counsellor lent me.
In my pjs.
I'm liking this plan.
Just called in sick and left a message on his machine.
In other news, if you're walking through the shopping centre and a celine dion song comes on, be sure to check for other people before you belt out a song line, karaoke rock style, in mime. Apparently, the girl who walked past us as I looked at charlie and theatrically mimed "No no no NO!" was laughing all the way to the escallators. And then some.
Yeah. I'm such a celine queen.
Stay warm and dry, won't you?
xo